Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Vickie

As I'm sure many of you know, my Vickie died on May 10, along with my stepson Marty.
To say the least, this is a terribly horrific blow in my life, and it has left me very scared, very confused and very alone.
Vickie has been my whole life, from the time that we met, and she will always be with me.
One of the reasons that I took to blogging in the first place was through her insistance, that I talk about my experiences in music in order to help others find their path, as well as my own. She has been my biggest cheerleader and my best motivator.
Facing the future without her is extremely daunting.

With thank in mind, I want to add that I am thankful and grateful to so many who have reached out to me during this time. Just as it is for everyone, it's hard to imagine that she and Marty are gone, but we all must try to live on and find our peace within.
As I've said over and over again, the hardest part of all of this for me is that I can't hold her hand any longer, That was always something that I lived for, and to have her smile at me, and tell me how much I was loved.
One thing that disturbs me is that Vickie spent so many years giving her life to medicine and the medical field, yet medicine turned its back on her, and that my friends is tragic.
In the weeks and and months to come, along with my regular writing, I want to tell you about what Vickie and I went through trying to get her help with her physical pain, and why it is direly important that the medical world listen to the concerns of humanity....Obviously, there are people who sorely need it.
Again to all of my readers, friends and fans, thank you for your continued support.
With all my love,Charlie Tee

Vickie Sutphin Tuitt 8-9-53 to 5-10-10
Martin Arthur Adams 1-25-84 to 5-10-10


Good night my love

1 comment:

Sherry Pasquarello said...

ah charlie. how well i can understand how you feel about medicine tho i can not fathom the depths of your pain and loneliness.

blessings on you and i know that your vickie is and always will be with you.

you are a good man.